I don't want to dedicate my life to anything; I want everything to be dedicated to my life.
Those thoughts came to me in rapid succession. They're not necessarily true. For example, I don't think movie stars are remembered for anything they dedicate themselves to. They're just shown on TV very often. And the second thought is just an impulsive rebellion which subsided quickly.
At the end of the day - I don't know what I want. I want to love and be loved. And I want to be able to answer the "What have you done in life?" question.
What's important to you?